Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Confessions of a Model...

Hello there!,

It's been a while since I my self have been in Vjay's world! A lot has been going on. Modeling has taken me to journeys only dreamed of! I can honestly say I'm blessed and truly humbled by everything I have done and thus far. The support has been mind blowing! And truly unexpected. This blog was devised simply to say welcome back to Vjay's World and thank you!. Enjoy the poem

Love,
Vjay


Confessions of a Model…

I am far from perfect.
My insecurities run rapid sometimes like a toxin-Leaving me unsure of self.
Reality is my mirror shows all my imperfections just like yours.
Reality is sometimes my light shines and sometimes it’s barely even seen.

The perfect picture always has its flaws.
Perfection never really exists outside the realm of one’s own Utopia.
I am what I should be even if that doesn’t meet the expectations surrounding me.
From your perception to mine the image never remains the same.

You see I am beauty in its rawest form.
Natural yet groomed.
Pure yet tainted by life’s many stereotypes.

I live my life openly on stage.
Performing day in and day out….
Feeding off the acceptance of others.
To you this maybe an act vanity… To me this is a pure act of sanity.
A mental safe haven for my physical to dwell.

With each flash of a camera I am:
Saving self from stereotypes that I can never fill.
Making a statement that defines diversity….. And defies all rules of precision.

Imperfectly I define perfection.
Blending the roles of femininity and masculinity there for:
Captivating
Intriguing
Confusing
Entertaining

……….I am a Model